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I hate that, it's happened to me on here several times, people will steal my photography and use it on other sites as theirs. Someone even used my face claiming to be me on myspace once.
Well she swears she didn't blow it up, but 3 other people say that there was a loud boom and applesauce all over the ceiling. That is the point my brother called me to let me know.
Not being able to go to my parents this year for Thanksgiving dinner made me think a little.
This is the one holiday that I always loved. Not for the food, but for the tradition.
I look at the clock and I see that dinner is about to be put on the table I just wonder if it is a good time to call and wish everyone there a nice day.
So I decide to call, nothing has been blown up. :(
Didn't get to talk to my mom since she is on the other phone talking to my grandma.
Friday night was fun. Erik was a complete gentleman the whole night.
Absolutly nothing happened and that makes me happy. I had my doubts about what might have occured. I think the fact that we sat there on the bed playing Dofus and watching a random alien movie was perfect.
He left this morning since he had to go to work and all that fun stuff.
Yesterday Phil showed up and we walked around DC looking at old stuff and art. I have been having a great time so far. Still have two days left so we will see how that pans out.
When I was in my freshman year of high school I came across this band. They quickly became one of my favorite bands to date. Naturally I would have their music on my mp3 player.
Well this morning I was reading around on VR and this song came on for me. I found it funny since I was reading about loving yourself and this song was one that actually inspired me when I was younger to take a look at myself. I think it might be time to take that look again. :)
Every time I hate myself, you love me, forgive me.
I woke up this morning to his arm around me. He had covered me up with another blanket. (I must have been shivering last night)
For once I felt like everything was right.
I crawled out of bed, checked my email, made a few things, and then crawled back in bed next to him.
He woke up about 2 hours later. Even though I knew he couldn't sleep last night he wanted to get out of bed. I must have passed out again since I didn't wake back up until about 5 pm.
*sigh*
These are the days. My body needs the rest and I haven't been giving it to it.
My thoughts have been scattered, my heart keeps getting hurt, my body finding old habits that aren't too good.
Last night I got drunk. I haven't done that in over 3 years.
When my body went over the seal into that floaty feeling I felt the happiest I have felt in weeks.
I have lost my rock. I was the idiot and let him go by my actions.
I will never have the one I lust after. He doesn't want me. He never will.
I have learned many guys view me as a fling. That hurts.
I have been finding a steady solace in music. I need it.
I have cried many times this week. I've lost control of my emotions. I want someone to love me for who I am, not for what I can do for them that moment.
I am moving forward. My thoughts are on my art and music.
My trip to Washington won't be a total waste. I will sightsee and have fun. I owe it to myself.
I have always been told my views were very very Democratic. I didn't have the issues of racial slurs since I live in a predominantly black neighborhood. Yes, I did in fact vote for Obama. That man has the right idea.
There were a few state amendments I had to vote on. Mainly ones regarding school funding and gay marriage. Those were the important things to me.
(I ain't gonna lie, I had no clue who the people running for waste management was. I don't care either. It deals with poop.)
But I feel great. I voted for the first time and I'm proud. :)
COMMENTS
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LadyKrystalynDarkstar
09:14 Nov 30 2008
That really sucks. Really.
Monotony
16:06 Nov 30 2008
I hate that, it's happened to me on here several times, people will steal my photography and use it on other sites as theirs. Someone even used my face claiming to be me on myspace once.
Inimical
16:52 Nov 30 2008
O.O
Who what when where why how?
O.O